Monday, July 28, 2008

She was here.

She was here. Perfectly formed, our beautiful little girl. Ready to bring us so much joy.

I grieve not knowing her alive. To have never been able to see her little hand close around mine, or to know the life that was in her before it left all too suddenly inside me. I think that is the hardest part. Looking at her pictures and just wondering who she would have been...

I start to think about other children. In that same thought I grieve deeply, because we will never know Cara like we will know them. We shouldn't even be thinking about more kids right now. We should be the anxious first parents just trying to make it through the first year.

She was here and gone too quickly.

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